valentine's day

N. texted yesterday. Should have known it was going to segue into Valentine's plans. I don't want to see him anymore, is that so hard to understand? Am just really scared, though--is what I'm feeling for N. (total indifference to the point to repulsion when he's makulit) how Z. feels for me kaya? Told him that I had already made plans with my single friends--might be going back to Pete's place, although you'd think that Pete would want to spend Valentine's night with his wife. Oh well. So those are my plans--will be with babelicious Ry and her probably equally babelicious other girl friend and will feel quite dumpy. At least will have fun listening to the music.